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Friday, 17 October 2008

  • i really suck at this.

    I'm on my computer all day. and i have no idea why i don't update this more often. 
    So I've been crying.Why you ask? well let me tell you.
    I went to return some tools to the ex tonight.  His new house, his new bedsheets, i visited my old dog.   It was sad.  already before I started.  And as we are talking- he is telling me that he bought new clothes.. he's wearing diesels now- and never bought new shoes in the 3 and a half years we dated! he has dress up shirts- when I had to beg him- BEG him to change out of his pocket tee when we went o ut to dinner..
    and then he tells me that he goes out often.  Who is this guy?  Goes out often? We didn't go out together for the last YEAR we were dating.
    But this is what killed me.. He told me he was supposed to go to Pussycat Lounge.  PussyCat Lounge- for those of you who don't know PCL is like LA- short dresses, High Heels, a TON of girls- Super Loud music.. and no place to sit down..
    I asked him to go there with me HUNDREDS of times. HUNDREDS.. and it was always the same answer..
    Fuck Scottsdale- I don't want to go there.. that place sucks, etc. etc. 
    And now he goes there??? On a weeknight??
    I was so pissed I cried.  alot.  What the hell was the matter with me that he could never put in the effort?
    He told me that he has had alot of realizations in the past 3 months and that he has decided to change some things.. and he probably should have changed them sooner. 
    It was at that point i left.




Wednesday, 10 September 2008

  • phew- that was a close one.

    I declared my SHIT STORM gone last week. 

    I thought I had Leukemia- thank goodness it just ended up being Anemia-

    My roomate decided not to move in- but now I have another one that did decide to move in

    My face broke out from stress about money

    and today my car lights  on the dash went on - the ones you never want to see light up- yellow and red ones.

     

    my fuel cap broke and it is only 18 bucks to fix.  HALLELUJAH!

     

    I'm going to Maroon 5 and counting crows tonight.  woot. 

     

    Officially gone- shit storm out.

     

     

     

Tuesday, 09 September 2008

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    • Country: United States
    • State: Arizona
    • Metro: Phoenix
    • Birthday: 10/11/1983
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 5/1/2003

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  • [This journal is protected- well, at least all the dirty, juicy stuff is- so I'll add you- just ask!] I'm 24 and a teacher. I'm addicted to coffee - black, no sugar-and Clif bars. I am constantly dieting. An absolute contradiction- I live for the outdoors.. I run, bike, hike, camp and shoot but I spend all my indoor time crafting-sewing and creating. And I just ended a VERY LONG relationship with the man I thought I was going to marry. So- we'll see how that one turns out.